I’m Sorry

I’m Sorry!!!

It was one of my New Year Resolution, and am about to complete it. The resolution was to apologies to anyone & everyone out there. I have let you people down; I have lied to all you people out there for a long time now. And I would like to apologise for it.

The reason is; that as you might know I was doing my chemical engineering, but well failed miserably in my first semester it self and even after a total of 4 attempts couldn’t clear it. The only heartening fact was that, I did clear my Semester 2 that too with first class but heck who would have let me into Second Year without clearing Sem-1. As I reached my 4th attempt I had already lost interest in pursuing the course, I just gave the exam for the heck of it, and as expected flunked again. I know I have let a lot of people down, am I am very sorry for that.

So if you have the question as to what am I doing now, then here’s the answer. Well in that 2 years I discovered that my core interest was not chemical, but computer programming, so decided to change tracks completely. I am now doing B.Sc. (IT) from Mumbai University via correspondence and, have just a week back given the first semester exams. Touch Wood all the papers were very easy (at least for me) and I’m eagerly awaiting the results with a complete peace of mind and have never been so relaxed about my results in a very long time now.

Inshallah, next year i.e. for Second Year, I will get admission in a full time college, and purse the course of my interest I.T.

I would like to apologise to everyone out there, and hope you forgive me and we carry on from here as ever before. I personally know quite a few people who looked up to me. But guys I am not your ideal man, I’m sorry to have disappointed you.

Personally, I am so relieved that I will no longer have to lie to anyone about anything (at least as far as my education life is concerned). Also, I have learnt a lot of hard facts about life, and found a few very true friends, who stood by me no matter what, at a time when everybody decided to leave me and move on.


13 Replies to “I’m Sorry”

  1. U got a lot of guts to apologise man, ie, publicly. im proud to haf a bro like u.
    hope tht u succeed wid the brihgtest and most high flying colors to achieve ur goal!
    Best of luk

  2. Hmm you are at least in college. My parents are worried i may not clear 12th buddy. Happens in Life . Good you got it out of your mind , it can east you alive !
    I believe that once you discover yourself you ll do wonders 🙂
    Cheers
    and Always do well in whatever you do 🙂

  3. That’s all good… but there’s one thing I don’t understand… what are you apologizing for?
    From my perspective, you should get apologies from whoever pushed you to do chemical engineering… and if it was you yourself who chose to do chemical engg, then you’ve come out of this with the knowledge of something that I’m jealous of… you’ve realized where your passion lies, and now you’ve got a chance to go for it.

    I, on the other hand, have taken Electronic and Communication Engineering, when I should probably have taken Computer Science & Engineering, and now I feel it’s too late for me to change.

    I do applaud your decision… you’ve learnt something new about yourself, and used it to your advantage. *thumbs up*

  4. hiii
    it was really nice of u to apologize like this, but always remember, live upto ur own expectations, not others…i’m personally glad ur doin wat u love.
    All the best.

  5. hey buddy,

    It happens.
    I also have dropped off a year from my 12th class. But I hope I did decision because I had reasons.

    The reasons are many, some good and some bad. But I hope its not at all bad here.

    Mistakes happen and what better it is to get them solved.

    I hope you might have learnt many things for the coming time, that should solve the problem.

    Best of Luck,
    Abhinav

  6. hey mohammed….come on…u dont have 2 be sorry for anything….atleast not 2 ur friends.
    we know everything about u & r proud 2 have a friend like u……so just forget ur past & concentrate on ur present because past has gone, future is a mystery & present is a gift that’s why it is called present….
    & dont worry about ur results..they r going 2 be the best till now….
    take care….bye….

  7. !!!!!!!!!!
    Hey……………man….i was thinking abt ur computer interest, da day I met u first time in our college in 2004.
    Well……..U R MADE FOR DAT!
    Keep it up…………..and results are gonna be gud!
    BYE
    PBI

  8. dude !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    no apologies required………………….
    all u needed to do was to know ur interests……& which u did………..
    so chill out………..u’ll do well…..

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